I finally re-appeared in blogspot.com...Im back to blog. Im not in a good mood today. Firstly..I woke up at 6.30am..I woke up and washed up..den i went back to back and slept..and I woke up at 7.10am...and my reaction was.."shit..late for school"..I quickly changed out and tied my hair and rushed out of the house in 5mins. My 1st record. I rushed to school..running frantically..grabbing my school bag and clutching my water-bottle with both hands..the passerbys hit the jackpot-"this girl is late for school". I reached school in the nick of time and sang the national anthem in the school compound near the gate. Was proud of myself..cos I made it to school in 5 mins...my 2nd record. Secondly..I've been smiling since the day I got my results for MYE..pasting on an eternal-optimist smile..today..I ended it all. Its been roughly 4 days. My 3rd record. Thirdly..I've been pondering on a question which dawned on me out of the blue.."Why do people treat others so nicely when they themselves are not being treated nicely?" Well..unfortunately, I have not been able to find the answer after so long..so as for my 4th record..Im putting it aside for some time..until..I have maturate enough to comprehend. I confessed my atrocious results to my dad. He encouraged and advised me..and I thank him for his enlightenment. Sometimes..my dad really understands me..especially in my studies and my life..he knows that im facing much pressure and he buys me my favourite food for me to eat..from tidbits to my favourite kind of dessert and noodles. At times..he specially make a trip to 'Secret Recipe' to purchase my favourite cheesecake and chocolate fudge cake..and to some Thai restaurant to buy my favourite young coconut jelly...he knows that I like to eat fruits..and stocks up the fruit in our fridge everytime it has lessened...my mum..buys me chocolates and sweets..knowing that I have an exceptionally sweet tooth during the exam period..she buys me clothes in the colour I like..she cooks my favourite fish dish...she resigned from her job to spend more time with me..knowing that I loathe eating dinner at home alone...yet...I am unable to fufil my part..to do well in my exams. So much for being a good daughter. Let me end with a quote: We judge ourselves by what we feel capable of doing, while others judge us by what we have already done-Longfellow